struggled past for future

Understand her for being her
Let her express herself
she crys herself to sleep
struggle and strife in the day

She gets in from school
her boyfriend, the shallow type
sex is on his mind when shes there
she don't want to but shes just to scared

She spends time in the books
fairy tails and romantics
awaiting her knight, to rescure her
she sees him in her dreams,
Sleep is her only escape

No family she'll tell you about
shivering down the stairs
when she hears the daily screams and shouts
fist on the table, resisting the evil glair

Death to be the only escape
she writes down the note
confessions about her life
laid down next to the knife

About to take the plunge
the answer came, it hit
laid down the knife
run away do it quick

Thirty years has past
not a secound to spare
a succesfull buisness
now a girl without a single care
single care for the past

Time, be timeless

I wanna be with you
I want you to want me
I don't want to count the clock
Seein the time we got left

24/7 is place to be
The place only ment for we
No time to count
Instead we be fillin the gaps

Will you fight for the time
Will you protest along with me
Please baby feel timeless with me
Will you set this stop watch free

cover up

Sick and tired of all this shit
Face book, please rate, am I fit
Get the fuck away like i really give a shit

It be startin trouble in couples
meet the perfect guy in relationship doubles
Picture and words turn 'em into ruble

"God it don't mean nothin get over yor self"
The worst you don't really care this harmin my health
"Ok i wont do it no more, Instead i'll do it in stealth"

Seein everyone else seein you the way ment for me
The reason is simple we in relationship, we ment to be
"This is how you goin to be then fine fuck it set you free"

We don't want others lookin and rating
That why slags "not goin out we jus dating"
What the fuck is that, you call him when you want dick

The generation of minie skirts let it all hang out
Just because you like boys whistle and shout
The way you wanna be wearin nothin at all

Fuck it like you understand all this shit
All your thinkin about is "is she fit"
Well which one she do suck, swallow or spit

This generation what a disgrace
How did we all fall so far and oh so quick
The lads out there don't give shit aout you they just want a lick

Look at yourself you really think he thinkin about your brain
All they think about is sex when they see your hairy lane
Get real you be moanin why i get all the bad guys
it because you dress not with respect,but match the rest

Just remember if you want respect
first respect yourself.

god damn

girls to your girlfriends
they act so innocent
until they got you

They change just so quick
they act so little and imature
you get sprung, but you can't take it no more
God Damn

They never listen to you
but your stuck on her just like glue
Why they wanna dress like slut
wearin minnie skirt so short
You can see her butt

since when was dressin up
Dressin down
why they wanna see us frown

Wear that stuff wen u wit me
better yet give it all to the floor
you seein me so dress down for me
and watch me go


GOD DAMN

What?

Here it is be gone
The chest it is but empty
I shout "of what is this it has no reason"
Look again a whisper on the wind

What?

I look abit deeper
I see....... Nothing
The eyes that i look, see nothing
Dont look with your eyes try the human touch

I feel the inside i feel a patten
That i cannot see
What is the meaning of this?
The eyes see what the mind wants it to see

Bypass this as the mind is a prison
Of a false reality
You will see what is really out there

The man that vanished
He had no eyes and now
From this relm he begone
just the echo on the wind

WHAT?

The Light

The mind that knows more
it knows more then the heart
The mind knows:

Something is around the corner
Take the risks it says

What the hell it knows before its time
the pain is here now
i wanna know this time here
the bee sting in the chest
the bubble that consumes the happeness that you should feel

The heart is here now the pain is never fading
the confussion that you know will mess
the past is haunting
the future is taunting
fast action moving


Call it a game and quit
Im not like that so i ask for a re-match
The answer is no
I pester i never leave
like you didn't hear me
I say it all again

I put my heart and mind to the test
no matter the loss i replay
you'll see me again i'll bet on that

What do i feel

I feel like im trapped
But yet im free

I feel poor
yet i have a house

I feel cheated
yet i feel trust

What do i feel
Inside of me

Pain of love

The pain of that you once did love
The pain that you know you still, do love
What can i do but love
I hate, I anger of that I once
but still do love

The confussion in my mind
Conflict between my heart and mind
I await the taste of the sweet but bitter love
I miss talking and looking into those eyes
How can miss what I didnt like

The never ending fight of emotions
The lesson was learnt
But i fear that lesson was too late

Politics

This the never ended lie of truth and normality

The truth that is said by some
is no truth just a lie upside down
The lie said by all is an act of guilt not remorse

The act of a lie is something we all have done

The act of truth is one thing that we have undone

Normality is a lie that has no past or future of truth
The norm of taste the norm of looks the norm of the act of love
The normality a word with no meaning
The word we all have said without secound thought
a hollow death speaking word that compares you to the rest

The Truth of the Norm is no truth at all

the unknown

The anger hits
the tention grips
The temptation of the hit

The black out, the blood rush
The heart pounded into mush
The face of the victim crush

The act of the final push

Inside, without

The inside so soft and vulnerable
The primary target for the loud talker
The executioner getting ready to hang
The trap door underneath you
SNAP
The outside the part without
The one with the strength, to be the actor
Indestructible, the face of a stranger
The part which marks only from the physical
SILENCE