Reaper

Inside its eating
till the core has ceased beating
every ounce of life is fleeting
from the darkness of his greeting

The weakness of strength

To lose what started off as a friendly game
at the start our goals all seemed the same
but then the bloodbath came
as we were looking for the one to blame.

Then came the tackle that cut like a deep wound
a kick from the inside that left it bruised
pain and life became permanently fused
fell down hard, like I earnt the right to lose.

To easy were these open arms
the words to relax were to easy to calm
I believed it would do away with the harm
but you saw me within your palm

you thought you could do anything
and I'll throw that thought away too
without understanding,
you were the strength I needed to forgive you.

Complete hope

The desire, the fire that resides inside of me

the fire I can't extinguish
without getting burnt fingers

so I speak that ritualist logic
that only means something to me,
at one time I wished my soul free
release him from the physical burdan
if he was heavenly, he'd still be inside of me

how to know, when he only lets others see

To meet the familiar stranger

Hallucinating shadows all down the road
the same exquisite figure each one showed

a lost story waiting to unfold
so it lies at rest in this, enthralling mould

everytime my eye's gaze upon it
strangers eye's rise up of it

stuck with this deja vu
of the same repetitive clue.

"There is no shadow, 'tis but a silhouette of you"

Gifted the curse with balance

The sun sets behind the cloud
at least tomorrow is duty bound

What if the light grows weary of this repetition
then forever dark is the only vision
and life and death meet in a fatal collision.


Or the sun shall forever be
how long before it's fire declares itself free
and just ashes remain of the life tree.

Yet we live between the verse
like a treaty between a gift and a curse

Life line

Life is but a line
a start of something new

the never ending canvas with lifes collaboration
each line in the picture born of artistic imagination

The line does run and the ink does flow
of the picture, what does the line know?

Lost love

I use the phone to confess
the love I didn't take the time to express
but the phone keeps ringing to cause the guilty stress

50 miles away and 10 minutes ago, explosion
phone ringing but your bodys frozen
with the beat off the phone your eyes are closing

bodies deceased on the streets
one by one you hear their phones beep
the unison, is loves final feat

The blame of one

Blind to a way out the situation
is causing mass frustration
water tight eyes for the sake of dehydration
the word relaxation has lost all relation

Welcome to a world of my creation

Lonely soldier

Standing on the lonely shore
boots in the water, can barely see the floor
waves thrust out from sea to show a vengeful jaw
to truely see the place, brave men fall.
Standing on the lonely shore

Birthday in peace

I hear you can't see you
think I'm hearing a Ghost say

Keep ya head up and search for the Better dayz
if you go High speed they can't be that far away
gotta be Changes cause Lord knows theres a better way

search for your own personal Fame
something you can Stay true to
so before you Sleep from getting caught up in the game
take a breath and let your True colors shine through

ode of a tired soul

Breathing solo, feeling so low
rub my eyes, where did the dream go
going crazy trapped in limbo

Life can't be its own burden
this isn't all there is, I know for certain
but I don't won't to peek behind the curtain

so with my final breath I ask death

Pull out a gun and shoot my soul
so the end will forever be

The immortal chain

Sits there barking
no attempt for talking

just a notion for fear
a reason to come near

ferocious growl signals the hunt is on
a blink of an eye and your time is done

but after the bite salvation can follow
a promise you wont feel as hollow tomorrow

face to face, "oh how the eye's did shine"
how softly she flowed body and soul perfectly intertwine

for I now understand the devils on a leash
for it was beauty that tamed the beast

depressin confession

Too tired it's all I can do to stand up
exhaustion laugh and joke it's all good
feel the way I wish noone else could
be worth it if I knew noone else would
be living life like we all should

open world instead off doors closed behind
trapped in the imaginational mind
solo, aint nobody the friendly kind
Slaves we are to the daily grind
safe way out shouldn't be this hard to find

preoccupied

Hear the devils twin at the door, he's bashin
my mind not disrupt, sittin here laughin
on my throne in my mental mansion
watchin you go outta fashion, fall down crashin

Power of one is power over anothers mind
never give up like it's a contract been signed
solo smilin no more being left behind
a reason to fight, is a reason to find

Stuck free

Stuck in hole to steep to climb out
do it like jack and let a beanstalk sprout
ripped off all I got was apple seeds
goin crazy talkin to a snake like adam 'n' eve
to find a way out can be hard to believe
anytime the mind may leave
and the dreams achieved

Message change

This heres an illustration
as my life's an hallucination
of nothing but contemplation
over a lack of motivation

now is the time to try another way
to change what this message has to say

This heres my motivation
as my life's an illustration
of nothing but an hallucination
over a lack of contemplation

Future Believe

My god is my legacy
history be the judge of me
eye's only the future sees

lord I'll meet in my sleep
judged as I lie 6ft deep
soul leap or dead eye's weep

 

Tears shed

funny if you think it's symbolistic
fuck! The shits realistic
feelin like a gun, goin ballistic
trapped in the life set by the mystic
getting fucking sick of this war shit

killing the ones they say they save
watchin the grave fill with the brave
future build on the legacy they gave

catching the tears mothers shed
as they shuffle through the lead
in line to get some bread
if it's only her kids who get fed
empty stomach putting the child to bed
lullaby singing to rest thy head

Just thinking about the tears mothers shed

Better eyes

Got people pointing out your failings
be not sad, treat them like railings

walk the path of your choosing
look back it's the haters losing

see the world through your eyes
not the world of people's lies

let not the world of tomorrow
be born from the pain and sorrow
but lead the way for happiness to follow

Stressin

The mental anxiety
that reality is insanity,
dark is the vicinity
searching for serenity
blinded by the vanity
of the violent humanity,
praying to the holy trinity
to grant the ability
of evasive agility

instead get the pity glare
scream of "how I dare"
and "do I not care"
man gone made life not fair
so get me out the judgement stare
freedom lost, but I know not where

Bystanders war

You can't see this human life fee
so why are you trying to put a price on me
and why won't the tanks let the child roam free?

just the mere mention of war
makes my center core sore
all the blood and gore
just leaves the choreographs of the war, screaming for more

See the children layin dead
just the vultures getting fed
no wounder they see monsters under the bed
if theese are the thoughts we've put in their heads

Hope to save

Got nothin but roadblocks tryin to slow you down
can't do nothing but laugh before the guns blast
got me driving fast, don't wanna be last

to see the oppressors walk the tight rope 
aint got nothin but jokes, watchin 'em cope
prayin for hope, as they deal with the first slope

got the people prayin, grant them a shield
as they stand alone in the artillery field
one finale flash as the guns blast
gotta dash to make this their last
and make the trigger man an outcast

empty present

Love the future, hate the past
wake up tomorrow to hate today
pain till the eternal rest
keep hope alive thats what they say

life force on empty, watch me vaporize
so keep ya head high watch the wind rise
brain fries, soul on the line I jeopardize
seek the prize, head to the skies

Untitled

Who will cry for the little boy shackled and bound
grown, in the screams of the murder scene
little boy corner bound without a sound
silent question, what life could have been?

...Dear God

Devil been talking, got me confused
I closed my eyes, and refused
feel like I'm internally bruised

Trapped in the dark can't find your light
give me strength, once again I gotta fight
will I be seein you if I die tonight?

It's got me questioning my mentality
it's got me testing my mortality
show me the truth of this reality

Shine your light let me see
your relm of the free
where the devil will let me be
and the people join a prayer with me

Amen 

How the end be

Gotta keep hope alive
fear at the end of the knive.

Nothing to fear but death
how, when will be my final breath
will it be a fight till I got nothing left
or will I fail my final test.
 
Will it be peace everlasting
will it be heaven that I'm passing
will it be just a box to rest in
will it be god that'll answer the question....

Give me a reason

Looking out the window to see what I see
I gotta thank the lord for making me free

In the this day and age still making slaves
before I see another wall I'll be buried in my grave
answer my call, how can the people be saved
turn this life back to the one you gave

It'll be dust to dust when the evil layin dead
all that'll be left is the people breaking bread