The seeker.

 Heart grows as stones thrown.

Heart moans with changing tones.

Soul groans with eternal woes.

Bodys alone with aching bones

dwelling in coves, looking for home.

Redefining.

Energising the lack of conservation

ache the pain of idle observation

a pre-requisite to the hated heated conversations

yes this is just my exposition

but x marks the position of someone else's expedition 

right or wrong my mistakes are plain, free from omission

'till the final curtain, mortician, a funeral home with no musicians

guests list is the local militia, free from religion, trespassing their jurisdiction.

This is my final disposition, through bloodshot vision

before this becomes, my final definition.

The Smile.

The curl of heaven 

leaves me wanting, begging

the sensitive touch is the Devils blessing

to quench such thirst is lives only lesson

how else to describe such perfection

to graze such beauty, a biblical transgression

so revenant in your celestial expression.

So smile and tell me its true and you forgive the question

that you believe me when I say I'm ever thankful its, forever in your possession.

Flicker.

Flicker little light

fickle to be bright

enlighten the old sickle

and the little boy it crippled.

Stuck in the middle inability to mingle

cried the tears, to fill this thimble

covered it for a flask to be a refreshing symbol

and through this it became more precious then your crystal.

So flicker little light and enlighten the grown man and his pistol.

I was marked a complicated case, that I just made simple.

Heart can't stop.

 

Heart grips, soul strips 

heart rips as soul hits.

Can't still, thoughts ill

can't drills into thoughts filled.

 

Stop inside, here subsides

stop rewind as here declines.

Gift from God.

Blank page awaiting an outsider, on side, to fill

to give contents to ignite the static still

an outward mind to write momentum instilled

and the presence of a present looking for the until

is proof of another's previously drawn, mental will.

What is?

Concealment is the final push towards a cannibalistic meal

I mean treatment for camouflage is treatment unreal

popping pills ain't thrills, I'm mind blown, it's all already too surreal

trapped in someone else's film night, please 'o please, change the reel

horror the drama of the infight to forever be one of the un-kneeled

watching you spin for fortune, I'm off reading the prayer wheel 

limited shows to a timeless regurgitated ideal

I remain open fearing being forever concealed.

knowing the unseen is often, the only thing that stays real.

Shipwrecked.

I've got perverted minds feeling me up from below,

look dear, for you, nothing but my anger grows

leave you Roe-ing down shits creek, so paddle Doe

cast away quick, from under circling crows.

Living in Noah's bestiality ark with Does and Sows

whining retarded oinks looking for the salted blows

and I'm supposed to be embarrassed 'cos I can't take these loads

throw you overboard for a useful, w, anchor to search for roads

and turn this game of debauched Poker into Origami, like fuck it, I fold.

Soul, low.

Can't feel the feet below as I fall

Can't feel the air, nor hear it rush at all

can't feel the fear of the inevitable floor

can't feel the anger from the push out of the door

can't feel the tears as, I, eyes pour the roar.

I can't feel the feeling of fearing no more.

Cockroaches.

Inked deranged lines years in development

keep reading your getting closer, ha, feint

he's a nice hopeful guy, almost a normal saint 

flip it and write with grit teethed salivating hate

listen for the second guess, the upstanding debate

and this heart's sealed, laminate encased, as clear viewed bait

to entice the only fate I know, remembrance, mental derangement

mindful rearrangement, living high though I sleep in the basement

a sleeping bag with the zip on the outside, my anxious management

strapped chest, brain a neuronic mess, mindless is my moronic nest

feeling below I can write with a hint of jest for cockroaches make nice guests

turn the light on they leave, hide no seek, I'm at my best

so god bless this mess, it's just too bad that in the dark they pest.