Foretold is Forewarned. (A verse breakdown of 2 in 1.)

All have different ways towards the same goal

all want to be loved completely in heart and our soul

but outside was denial, that was my whole

that led to my hole

of I'm better of on my own 

though I'd never find my role 

happy and healthy don't fit well alone

as anxiety crept into my home

for that ain't the version of me 

that I wanted to be 

a version of 1 I needed a mirror to see.

My ideology was always foretold

before I have her physically to hold

conflicting drama may always be around

though they shall never cross upon our ground

2 together forever amidst radioactive weather

each others smile to measure our pleasure, an eternal endeavour

though I know past, present and future exist simultaneously 

so 1 was always 2 both figuratively and actually.

Foretold.

For when all that's been said, of hunger fed on lead

when all that's been done is done 

and the missile hits, can I steal one more kiss

before all we have is fists of anger persist 

beyond radioactive mists of one last denied wish

a backdrop of fallen stars of bars set far

can we evaporate together far beyond forever

back to when pain was but like rain

before it's play like reign was named as a consistent day

can this second everlast the blast of what was never asked

of a question that lingers between our entwined fingers.

Where just where, for we were always there

here together, in a room beyond air.

forewarned.

All across the canvas and the lives that it holds

all that wanted different stories, or so he was told

all their warm hearts though to him they seemed cold

all the diamond souls, to him depicted the greed of fossilized coal

as carbon emissions from the fuel of the fire that moulded the old

for

alone is happy, contextually

in that the idea would create amnesty 

was his strategy

limited within it's insanity 

that conceived, an ill-conceived vitality

of ones lifeless mentality

for

it wasn't him he wanted, no not even he

it was the imagination of who he could be

not him,

actually.

Nought for thoughts.

 All in nought of expanding size

through it, all dimensions derive

for outside the ring nothing collides

at the horizon something will rise

out of nought and into natures eyes

is everything we see, though everything is lies.

For who creates such a mesmerizing prize 

a perfect home for biological life.