I be like gotta stand up
mind feels to lazy, just give up
gotta push through can't
Tears by myself
smiles with people
living the life of a hopeless actor
if only someone could help
no one knows, to good to be found out
like swimming in quick sand, sink
feels like near death
gotta take a deep breath
lung burning up crumbling down
feel like a funnyless clown
laugh at me not with
feel ashamed of this hurdle
a test from God
better not be playin these games
shotgun, shot pump shot
bullets to the sky
get of cloud 9 get down to this rock
feel this shotgun, side of ya head (reload)
symbalistic words, can you feel me yet
will i live through take your bets
it's lives Russian roulette